Gravity holds me to the earth and keeps order between living
things and the structures of the earth. The atmosphere guards my head from the
wrath of destructive rays that try to invade from space to kill our fragile flesh.
The planets are strung together in circles that are spaced specifically to prevent
collision. Our earth revolves so that one side of the earth is not in perpetual
darkness, ensuring the death of all things on that side. The sun awakens to
give nourishment to the plants and animals that will be my food in the
tomorrows to come, if they will come. Plants and animals are programmed to
reproduce so that we will never run out of food. Trees are created with the
mechanisms needed to create oxygen, which happens to be exactly the gas we need
in order to breathe. Today I have awakened to life. My heart beats and
circulates blood, nutrients, oxygen. My brain is in control of my systems,
which function as they should. I have a family which protects me, loves me,
provides for me. I have a home. I have clothing. I have a car and a job, which
gives me the means to buy necessities and to afford pleasure. My family has
land on which we grow our own food. We have time in which we function and have
our being.
That is the common grace of God.
God in His generosity has given me all these things for my
good. He did not have to do it.
After all that He has set up for me, I in my perversity have
rejected Him, rebelled against Him, spit in His face with my sins. And now I have
been caught. I am brought into the court room of holy justice.
I stand before God, the great and good, holy and exacting
Judge. He is not a God who is separate from the sentence He gives, leaving it
in the hands of others to enforce the sentence given; He Himself executes the
verdict.
I have sinned. God has been patient with me. He has suffered
the disgust, the vulgarity, the obscenity of my ungrateful rebellion against
Him--Him who has permitted me to open my eyes today, Him who has not cut me off
from the land of the living in accordance with the multitude of my trespasses
against Him. He has suffered, and suffered long, to see me in my whoring, in my
lust for the eyes, attention, love, esteem of people who give only in their own
interest. He, who has in His generosity given me free favor, who has given me this
common grace of life, is holding me accountable.
Under the weight of my conscience and the great crippling terror of
punishment, I promise the Judge that I never will sin again, if He will only
give me life in misery instead of death. But no, sin is like debt: even if from
this moment on I could somehow, some way stop myself from falling short of the
standard of perfection, I still would have to pay for the entire cost of my
accumulated transgressions. Debt doesn’t just disappear; someone still has to
pay for it and the wages of sin is death. I tremble violently at the thought that now justice
has caught up with me and I will have to pay with my life for every dark thought and action of wrong that I have committed. No excuses are accepted. No circumstances,
no environmental shortcomings can share the blame. I have to pay because it was
I who chose to act below the standard in all instances.
I fall to my knees with a sickness in my stomach that rips
me apart inside. I know that death is certain and there is no way out. I cry
out in fear because now I have fallen into the hands of a great and holy God
who is angry with the wicked every day, a God who is a consuming fire. I have
no chance.
And then I hear a voice: “I will pay her debt.”
It is the Son of God. He, blameless One, who has never known
sin, who alone is worthy to be in the presence of holiness, will take the
punishment for my sin. He says He will die in my stead.
No! It isn’t fair!
You don’t deserve to die. It’s my sin, I must pay for it myself.
But Jesus went to the Judge and the Judge accepted this
deed. Though it pained Him beyond measure to do so, God poured out all of His
wrath on His own innocent Son. The wrath that was to fall on my head, the
weight of darkness that was supposed to crush me, and the separation from the One on whom my existence depends—Jesus
took on Himself.
And He left for me His record of sinlessness. He has taken
my entire record upon Himself and has given me a new record, a clean record—His
record. Now God the Judge looks at me as He looks at His Son—as blameless. This
is justification. This is the work done by Jesus on the cross and in His
resurrection.
I am not justified and given a new clean record so that I can
dirty it up again. I am given a clean record so that I can be accepted by God
in order to now build His kingdom on earth. Because now I do not have to try to
work off my sin-debt, I am free to build up wealth for my future inheritance in
heaven. I even now make investments by taking dominion of every area of my life
and every area in my sphere of influence. I work to bring them into conformity
with God’s design.
I no longer owe Him for my debt. He has forgiven me my debt.
Out of gratitude now I work to build up His cause. I am no longer my own. He owns
me now.
1.
Jesus took my sin and gave me His clean record.
2.
I no longer have to work to be in good legal
standing with God.
3.
Now I work to build up God’s kingdom.
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